- In a review article, examining 56 articles Andersson has concluded that degenerative changes of the spinal column have long been and continue to be confused with the presence of spinal distress and pain. All parts of the spine undergo degenerative changes as we age & there is no increased incidence of pain associate with these changes. (Andersson, G B(1998). What are the age-related changes in the spine?. Baillieres Clinical Rheumatology. 12(1):161-73, 1998 Feb).
So by 13 years, it is quite probable that the bulging discs are not significant contributors to your ongoing pain. However your pain is real and distressing and ongoing. So the question is:
What is the most likely cause of this pain?
To answer this first we need to understand how & where we actually feel pain.
If I asked you ‘ Troy where do you really feel your pain?’ You would probably answer ‘in my back’.
This is not correct.
The original message arises in your back [ it could be any combination of structures- the disc, facet joint, muscle, ligaments, tendons or nerves] and is picked up by nerve endings. These then transmit the pain via the spinal cord along a particular pathway. As the message moves along, it passes various ‘synapses’ where one nerve talks to another. At each of these synapses, the message can be altered- especially it can be amplified.
The message finally ends up in your brain where it is decoded and meaning is given to it. It is only here that your brain will decide that this is pain and you will then say ‘ouch’
If you damaged your two discs – they would transmit the pain signal along this pathway and would continue for many months. Your brain knows that this is an important signal and therefore makes the decision to ‘turn up’ the synapses along this particular pathway. This can be useful in the short term so that your brain can keep an eye on this area. This amplification should switch off in time & does so in most people.
However sometimes [and definitely in your body] the amplification along the pathway from your back to your brain stays switched on. This means that if someone gently presses on your back – the original message of gentle pressure will be amplified & by the time it reaches your brain – the message will be ‘this is really painful’. Your brain can only work on the final message it gets and has no idea of what is really happening in your back.
In other words – you can no longer trust that your nervous system is sending you accurate messages about your back. You may often feel pain in areas where there is no longer any active damage.
If, at this stage, you stop doing the things you enjoy- because the pain is still intense and because your doctor has said – ‘you have bulging discs’- you will actually intensify the malfunction in your pain system. As you stop moving, your attention will focus more on the area and the amplification will increase. The pain will start to obsess you and this will increase your attention etc … & the vicious cycle will worsen.
As you stop doing more things [further clipping your wings] – your mood will become affected. You often feel anxious and depressed. This further intensifies the attention on the area and the pathway is turned up more.
You now become increasingly unfit and deconditioned. Your sleep is often affected and you cannot restore properly. You then become increasingly fatigued….
Once you are in this cycle – the only way out is by understanding the actual process.
Your bulging discs are now a minor part of the problem. The primary cause of your pain is a mind/body malfunction- specifically in your Pain System. Up till now – you have given the highest priority to the pain messages from back. However now you realise that these are distorted and amplified messages and cannot be trusted.
Therefore downgrade their importance. If you feel a sharp pain or a deep ache- do not react with tension and fear. Continue with a smooth movement. What you will find is that the pain settles. If you make the same movement again in a smooth and natural way- there will be considerably less discomfort.
Become playful [I'll bet you can't remember the last time you moved this way] & explore little dancing movements – with the full expectation that they will be comfortable and easy.
Start a regular and incremental [increasing step by step] exercise program. Walking is a good – you could swim or cycle- what you love the most. Start with a very small beginning – just to the corner and back and increase by a lamp post every few days. Do NOT let pain stop you doing this and concentrate on natural smooth movement. As time goes on – you will go [literally ] from strength to strength.
Please let me know how you go.
Regards
Jonathan